he got that super bass

~ Boy you got my heartbeat running away

Beating like a drum and its coming your way

Cant you hear its Boom, Badoom, Boom, Boom, Badomm, Boom bass~

job & investment

had a small chit chat this morning with quite a middle aged guy at the office.

he offered me a job at the first, but im not interested at it. because i dont like research.
and suddenly he asked me.

Jend, what do you want to do exactly in the future? i know u still young, but u really should think 5 6 years time ahead.
do you want to be an owner of your business,
a housewife,
or being an employee forever?

i said, i still dont know what exactly that i want.

then he continued to preach to me.

jend, you really should decide fast.

if you want to be a full time housewife. you should start looking from now. go to events that have 'all the good catch'. or ask your boss to introduce you to his friends.

invest your time and beutify yourself if you think your full time job will be a housewife.

if u have a very rich husband, you can do part time job like opening a boutique or a spa like most of the 'tai2' (rich man's wife) do.

since you are 21 now. its the time to look around. cause woman by 25 loses their aura. so, its the best time now. by 2-3 years time you should know who to marry. or else it will be very difficult after that. blablabla~~~

i wonder why this man explained about being a housewife at the very first instead of the other options, and he stopped at that topic without moving on to the other options that he gave me. haha.

is that a very earthly father thing to say? *this is not my father, i just assume that every father may want to pass this message to their daughter* ahahahha..

omaigad. believe it or not, i took some of my time today to think about it.
to think of that 3 options.

for sure i dont want to be employee for life.

but how to become a boss of my own business?
looking at myself now, i really should have learn a lot about all things. so at least by 2-3 years time i know what business to do, how to get the capital and i can be a boss of my own business. haha.

and being a 'tai2'. hellooo.. who doesnt want to become one? haha.  if God bless me with such a husband, why not??

but to think about all these. it really gives me a headache. and when i think about it again.

guess i will just invest my time to be closer with my God for the time being. cause i dont know what else should i invest in. haha.

what gets you thinking today?

~But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to~

Matthew 6:33

cerita cinta

gw baru aja nonton 'This means war' kemaren.

recommended, lucu sekali mnurut gw, ringan, ga perlu mikir bnyk. haha.

sdikit synopsis, jadi ada 2 best friend, mrk adalah CIA dan mrk fell in love to a same girl.

and the war started after that. 

the girl is so confused for who to choose between the 2 of them.

until her best friend say this line to her.

'dont choose a guy that is better for you. choose someone who can makes you a better girl'

and after that, she made up her mind and got together with one of the guy there.

pas gw dnger line ini, gw yg 'deppp' gt. haha.

*dep ini adalah prasann yg sangat sulit d jelaskan. hahaha. yahh.. kalo bahasa yg lagi IN.nya skrng d indo itu 'sesuatu banget' dehh.. haha.. 

and i dont know why, i pondered on this donk.. hahaha.

dan setelah gw pikir, statement ini tuh bener bngt. 

gw pun ngepost hal ini d FB, 

trus tmn sg gw nanya, bukannya its kind of the same thing ya? if u found a better guy, he will make you a better girl. 

trus gw reply dia sperti ini.  lets say if me as a girl met a guy who pampered me so much, i think i will be a spoiled girl. but if i met someone who is not giving so much to me. i think i will appreciate evry single thing that he gave me. maybe more into the character building. idk. thats what i think.

what do you think?

tapi kalo dlm relationship cuman 1 pihak doank (misalnya si cw) yg jadi better, kurang adil juga yahh.. haha.

kan ktnya harus saling melengkapi.. brarti kita (cewe) juga harus bikin pasangan kita jadi better juga. hahaha. bener donkk?? kalo nggak, selfish bngt kita.nya booo.. haha. 

yahh.. sekian cuap2 gw ttng cerita cinta. 

daaaahhh~~

faces from "Rumah Liar" Batam Indonesia

these are the pictures during our mission trip to Batam that i promised you on my last blog

http://www.behance.net/gallery/Faces-from-Rumah-Liar-Batam-Indonesia/3328623

Captured by Bern Yeremia.

God bless. =)

Rumah Liar

Ketika kita yg d Singapore bersekolah tanpa kekurangan suatu apapun, sekolah di sekolah yg bagus & ruangan ber-AC, tinggal d condo  mewah or at least HDB yg layak tinggal, kesana kesini bisa naik taxi, bahkan dari kita naik mobil sendiri.

ternyata msh banyak bngt temen2 atau yg byasa kita bilang saudara2 seiman kita yg less fortunate drpd kita. 

last week gw dan ke-22 temen2 gw yg lainnya (aka FA blessed + FA Royals) pergi ke Rumah Liar.

ini adalah tempat dimana suatu organisasi yg bernama 5 roti dan 2 ikan membangun sebuah sekolah yg bernama Sekolah Misi bagi bangsa, yang di lokasikan di sekitar Rumah Liar di daerah Batam.

jadi dari terminal ferry sekupang, kita naik van kecil ke jalanan kecil yg gw ga tau kemana. dan dari jalanan kecil itu, kita harus jalan kaki lagi ke dalam.nya.

ini adalah sekolah untuk anak2 yg kurang mampu, jadi mrk perlu bayar 25.000 rupiah saja untuk uang sekolah per bulan.nya.

kebetulan yayasan ini adalah yayasan Kristen yg melakukan pelayanan.nya lewat pendidikan, tapi tidak mau di pikir orng mrk meng-kristen kan warga.nya. 

**karena bnyk orng yg berpikir kalau ada sekolah gratis atau membagi2 kan makanan gratis dari gereja itu, brarti mereka mau meng-kristen kan warga daerah disana.

biaya 25.000 rupiah pun di bebankan untuk para orng tua, supaya mrk msh punya tanggung jawab sebagai orng tua untuk menyekolahkan anak.nya.

25.000 itu untuk sekolah TK.

karena masyarakat sekitar bnyk meminta untuk sekolah SD, maka di buka juga.lah oleh mrk, dan mereka memungut biaya sebesar 250.000 rupiah (3 set baju seragam, alat2 tulis+buku pelajaran).

** ini aja udah d subsidi bngt, soalnya uang seragam 1 set aja tuh 100.000.

kalau kalian mikir ini uang sekolah murah banget. para orng tua dsana tuh msh bnyk yg nunggak tiap bulannya. 

gw belom dapet voto2 dsana, kalau udah dapet, nanti gw share lg deh.. hehe.

tapi gw cuman mau sharing aja,

kalau mrk tuh sekolah dalam situasi yg kurang lebih terbilang 'sedih'

mrk cuman ada 2 ruangan kecil yg ada cuman ada kipas angin, dan 1 ruangan besar yg ada partisi.nya (bayangkan OHGS) tapi tidak ada AC dan kipas angin sama sekali.

pas kita melayani disana semua udah banjir keringat, tapi kita seneng banget bisa berbagi dngn mereka.

kita juga ada bagi2 KFC dsana untuk makan siang mrk, and u know what?

bnyk dari mrk yang belom pernah makan KFC. 

dan pas kita lg nungguin KFC.nya dateng. 

kita mengundang anak2 itu untuk nyanyi ke depan. dan bnyk bnget yg mau nyanyi dsana. hahaha. *byasa lah yee, anak kecil namanya. haha.

dan pas mrk nyanyi tuh, hati gw luluh banget. 

mrk ada nyanyi 1 lagu, yg gw ga tau lagu apa, tapi bunyi.nya seperti ini kurang lebih.

'hitunglah berkatmu.. jngn mudah putus asa..'

gilaaa.. mrk bisa nyanyi Hitunglah berkatmu.. jngn mudah putus asa???

mrk adalah anak2 dari penjual warung, tukang tambal ban, pekerja2 galangan kapan yg ga tau kapan bs kerja kapan nggak, dll.

dan mrk bs bilang hitunglah berkatmu??

oh mannn.. kadang2 gw aja ga bs hitung berkat gw. dan msh ngeluh sama Tuhan, knp cari kerjaan aja susah bngt, kenapa si ini begitu sama gw, kenap begini dan begitu. huahua. 

abis kita slesai acara dngn mrk, temen2 cowo kita (Raimond dll) pun main bola dngn mrk, dngn lapangan seadanya. bola.nya pun bola yg d untel2 pake kertas koran + solatape. tapi mrk enjoy bngt maen bola.nya.. brasa nonton laskar pelangi banget dehh. 

kita ksana dateng.nya telat gara2 1 dan 2 hal, pas kita mau masuk ke ruangannya, mrk lg nyanyi2 gt, di pimpin oleh ibu kepala sekolah.nya

dan perasaan gw yah, itu deg2an bngt kayak mau pelayanan dance d umum. haha. *serius gw, ga pake boong.

sebenarnya dari Blog ini gw cuman pengen bilang ke kalian. *bukannya gw sok tua, sok bijak dan sok nasehatin. 

tapi Lets us just give thanks more, 

bersykur untuk sekolah apapun yg kalian sedang belajar disana.

Belajar yg giat, jngn suka bolos terus. 

trus daripada clubbing, buang2 duid buat mabok, dan besok.nya jadi ga sekolah ato kerja, nahh.. mending duidnya buat hal yg laen. *seperti nyumbang ke skolah ini misalnya. hahaha.

yah, itu pendapat gw aja sih. sekedar sharing.

mari kita melayani lewat menjunjung tinggi pendidikan bangsa indonesia. 

God bless. =)

all is well.

how's your Monday morning doing everyone?

for me, to wake up on evry monday morning is truly a torture. haha.

+ me and the other 22 friends went to Batam yesterday for some mission trip to this 'Rumah Liar'. **will elaborate more on this on the next post.

That makes me feel like sleeping whole day long today. furthermore it is a dreary Monday morning, with rain all over the places. *huaaaaaaaaaa..

and there are aches all over my body too.. and my right hand feels so numb, again. oh no God, i dont want the previous problem to appears again. ~.~.

anyway its 11 days to jobless again.
kind of a having a mix feeling over here.
im happy, because ive got a chance to get a rest
but im worried too, wondering where God will take me for my next job.

but i believe all is well.

grace period

my boss decided to keep me until the 20th of March.

why exactly?
i dont really know.

but i guess most probably because of some meetings that i still have to attend.

im sort of in the middle of happy and unhappy. haha.. *labil.com.

happy because, i have a grace period to stay longer here, so that at least i still have sth to do meanwhile i apply for another job. hahahaha.

unhappy because, i have prepared myself to be free for nxt week to do this and that, and go to Titanic exhibition. tapi gagal-lah sudah. hahaha.

plus,
i have to go to Batam on the 4th (sun), to visit 'rumah Liar' - its like a house that takecare of the poor children at that area.

i was thinking just go to the office for the last 2 days (mon,tues) and i can sleep the whole day on the 7th (Wed). haha..

and if i got accepted for the ben n jerry's ads or the HPB tv series, i might have to go back to them on the 8th (thurs).

now, im thinking on how should i manage the time. hauhaua..

anyway. I got a job interview on this friday (9th) at Revolution press as an editorial coordinator.

guess my jobscope is to chase all the writers for the deadline. hahaha.

its a lifestyle magazine that concentrates on luxury watches like Panerai & Patek.

lets see how this Friday will turns out. hopefully i will do good *Amen. crossfinger.

the CEO himself is the one who will do the interview with me. *aaaaaa.. deg2ann..udah lama ga job interview..

wish me luck peeps..

Love ya! <3