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Friday, October 26, 2007
my new fam^^ {12:00 AM}
BLESSED us. ^^
Thursday, October 25, 2007
hei TRAUMA, when will u leave..?? {12:44 AM}
it's been around seven months i've been keeping 'this' in my life that is really affect my whole life. seems like i dont have to repeat it again for the hundreds time, because i guess u all have known 'it' for sure. i really want to throw it away from my life.. 'it's' like make me afraid every time i want to know much more about some one again.. it's like in my mind have set all my thoughts that 'it'll' be repeated. i'll try so hard to forget 'it' all..
but the more i want to cast it out, the scar is getting huge.. now deep in my little wound heart i keep asking myself and God of course, will somebody cure 'this'..??
Monday, October 22, 2007
L.o.V.e {8:23 PM}
this early evening when i was walking with my roommate for eating our diner, we saw a scene that we think we can only see it in movies..
there were 2 dogs and their owners, they usually take them walk twice a day.. because i usually see them when i want to go for my morning class, and when i go home in the evening..
then today, i saw that 2 dogs, after they met each other. they don't want to be separated, their respective owners already set them aside but they didnt want.. and why..??
because they're in love.. (we already knew before that they were female and male dogs.
they even pulled their owners, (because they were with dog's strap). and their pulling each other.. so funny indeed.. but so touching also. in the end the male dog's owners was so fed up.. and just carry up him, and separate them, both of them started to bark. maybe he said " i love u dear, i always do" "i love u more dear" she replied. the female owners keep pulling her, but still she didnt want to move, she want to keep waiting for him. and we just left them up.
love is truly blind.. that 2 dogs are from different race.. really different race,, one is black and big.. and the other one is small and brownies..
so how about us as human..? when our very loyal animal could do that, moreover us.. loving someone isnt a mistake.. even though u think that ur love is a blunder.. it's really not a matter.. because we live to love .. and because of love too, we can still live our life..
Thursday, October 18, 2007
He gives me such a new spirit.^^ {1:19 AM}
well, seems like some of u have known that i have such a bad bad feelings for this several days.. also me myself don't know what is going on with me.. i just felt that i'm alone in this world suddenly.. with no one else who cares about me.. i just can cry and cry for this 3 days.. i just confused, didnt know what to do.. i keep praying n praying.. but it was like nothing change in me. but last night, when i stopped crying.. i remember 1 song that i realize that even i have myriad of troubles in my life. He will not let me walk alone in this world no matter what.. He cares about me.. He loves me also..and i realize that He just besides me all the time.. thanks God for everything U have given to me.. forgive me also if i have little faith in U.. from now on i will not doubt U anymore.. ^^ and that song was..
banyak perkara,
yang tak dapat kumengerti
mengapakah harus terjadi
di dalam kehidupan ini
1 perkara
yang kusimpan dalam hati
tiada sesuatu kan terjadi
karna Allah peduli
Allah mengerti
Allah peduli
segala persoalan yg kita hadapi
tak akan pernah ditinggalkanNYa
ke bergumul sendiri
sbab Allah peduli..
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
time to say cya..! {5:55 PM}
everybody says that there's time to say hi.. and time to say good bye.. for me its time to say see you..! hehe..
gw dah ngerasain berbagai prasaan yg mungkin umum bngt d rasakan smwa orng d dunia inih.. yaituh meninggalkan dan di tinggalkan oleh seseorang.. that someone is isnt ur girl frend or ur boy. but ur true friend..
i thought that in my new life.. i wont feel such things again,, tapi apa boleh d kata.. that is God's plan.. but i believe now that we all can meet again some day.. that we dont know when..
in this blog i just want to say that i really miss u all my good friends.. amanda, audrey, christian, jennifer, anthony, and lat but not least ivan ( one of my friend in sg, even thought i just know him for less than 2 months, but it already leave a trace in my heart as a good friend of mine).. i know that we will meet again someday.. if it isnt in this world, so see you guys in the kingdom of heaven.. amin.. hehehe. GBu all.. mwahhhh..
Monday, October 15, 2007
losing my faith {5:10 PM}
uhhhh.. such a tiring day today. even though i did nothing except my exam paper.
God, what happen to me..?? seems like i losing my faith in U.. but i don't want it.. really i don't. and i won't.. strengthen me God. make me believe more that U can do everything that seems impossible to me..
Sunday, October 14, 2007
untukmuh sahabatkuh {10:46 PM}
sahabat,
yang bukan sekedar pelangi,
yang indah sesaat lalu pergi,
yang bukan senja,
yang merah manja,
yang kemudian menghitam kelam,
yang bukan bintang,
yang menjadi pelita malam,
tapi enggan pada pagi,
yang bukan pula embun,
yang bening suci,
lalu tecaci oleh mentari.
sahabat,
yang sejati dalam diri,
yang sperti karang tegak tegar berdiri,
yang bersama mengejar sang mentari,
yang selalu ada di hati dan tak pernah pergi.
my lovely o level class {10:33 PM}
need endorsement {6:44 PM}
oh no.! exam is coming.. nearer and nearer.. and without realizing it, i'll be doing it in another less then 24 hours for my 1st subject. T_T.
and pathetically i'm losing all my confidence for tomorrow.. even though i already try my best ( ok.. not really my best.aahahaha.. but at least i already review it several times..) hehe.. i still feel that i'm not prepared enough for tomorrow.. whereas last term i think i was not as prepared as this term.. but don't know why, no spirit in me.. uahuahauha.. maybe it's just my feeling .. and i hope it is..
i need endorsement.. really needs it.. but. in dont know.. where i can get such a brand new feelings for the next day.. just can pray and pray and pray.. hope He will change my mood.. and i can do all the test and get straight a for all my subject. amin.
