ehm.. is there anyone of u who know JTR..? JTR is one of the famous serial killers in london in 1888... it was 119 years ago.. but his story still enduring.. dengan kelincahannyha dia memainkand pisau untuk membunuh para korban2nyha.. dengan cara mengeluarkand smwa isi perutnyha.. memtong telinganyha.. dan mengiris sebagian dari kemalaun mereka... scary wasnt it..? and they all were prostitutes.. why them..? dnger2 sehh... he felt pain gtuhh.. dia d buang ma nyokapnyha.. yg seorang prostitute juga.. KATANYHA.. ehhehe.. jack the ripper inihh.. sepertinyha akan gw angkat kembali ke permukaan dalam assignment gw.. hehehehe... but the point is.. gw ga tauu.. will my teacher permit me to do this research.. hahaha.. soalnyha.. we never know.. who he was.. intinyha.. ga pernah ke revealed gtuhh.. even though there's a diary yg katanyha punya dia... ahuaha.. yha.. doakand yha smwa.. spaya smwa assignment dan presentation gw sukses.. amin.. eheheh..
and today... i have a lil debate with one of my best friend.. and a bit silly debate.. do u believe in faith or effort..? ahahahahha.. with his intro like this.. misalnyha dia nabrak seorang cw , dan barangnyha jatoh smwa.. ada bawa buku s cw critanya.. lalu... dia sbagai co yg baiq bantuin lahh angkatin bukunyha.. udah ngomong tQ tQ-an.. trush dia nanya.. ada dongrak ga..? which i didnt know either.. why suppose dongrak he asked for.. ahahhah.. trush s cw ngomong.. ga ada thuhh.. tapi klo no hp ada donk..?? hehehe.. nahh akirnyha s cw pun memberikand pertanyaan yg dia lontarakand kw gw adalahhh..
ituh takdir dia bsa knalan ma cw ituhh. apah usaha..????? ahahahha.. pertanyaan yg cukup menarik seh umtuk d perdebatkand.. yg akirnyha gw jawab dngn yakin bahwa that's ur faith dan dia pun dngn yakinnyha,, berkata no.. it was my effort.. ahhaha..
singkat crita.. kita berdebat mpe bwa2 Tuhan.. karena bwa2 faith.. sory LOrd.. ohohho.. tp yha... skrng kita tauu.. stelah d jelaskan oleh ko david.. ciaelahh.. ktuan FA eiii.. hihiih.. bahwa.. emank Tuhann punya plan bwat kita... but we have to run to catch it also.. klo ga yha kita ga bkal dapetin hal yg kita mauu ituhh.. hehehe..
huahh.. i'm so tired in this few days.. even though i'm doing nothing.. and i'm not working too, tp ga tauu npahh.. i just feel tiredness.. maybe because of my low blood pressure which often comes without permission. ahhaha. and always sleeping late at night and have to wake up early in the morning.. uahuhaa.. and i got 4 assignments to hand in and 3 presentations to prepare.. that make me feel more tired.. haha.. and many friends who come to sg and want me to accompany them all.. ga msalah sehh.. nmanyha juga ktmu tmend.. ihhihi.. tp agak cape ajha.. ahahah.. uahuha.. ahhhh... help my health and my study oh LOrd..
friends true come and go.. yesterday he (dustin) went back to indo, and will be continue his degree in ausi.. just another same story like ivan.. aaaahhh.. parah lo orng. hahaha.. just within several months, ada ajha yg ilank. hahaha.. yha.. gud luck for both of u anyway. semoga tercapai cita2 muh naq. hehehe..
and today, i felt better.. because i was not feeling well yesterday, but i knew that it's not just physically.. but also my feelings.. a bit complicated to tell.. but i think i rather keep it than to share.. cause i dont want to make my life more complicated.. gara2 msalah hati doank. sbenernyha seh gw ngerasa dosa bngt nyimpen feeling yg keq gnihhh.. iri.. dendamm.. keqnyha gw jahat bngt.. msa anaq TUhan keq gnihh.. haha.. sampe2 gw mikir.. apakah gw bner2 ma DIA.. oh no.. selidiki aku ya Tuhan, liat hatikuuuu... ajari aku setia sampai akir hayatku..
huah.. after a long day yesterday, because i was sick, my migrain and my gastric and my low blood pressure strike me at the same time.. mnum berbagai macam obat, wahhh.. kayak dah mao pingsan rasanyha. ahhaha.. and i was wrong read my schedule, i thought it would be morning class today.. after i woke up at 8.. and i saw my time table, actually it was at 2.. oh no.. udah bngun cape2.. kelas siank lg.. sia2 pengorbanan gw yg msh lemesh2. ahahah.. and its my first day of my new term in diploma.. get exited but, after i entered and met the lecturer.. it was like hell to me.. it was just orientation.. but he explained so much things to do for the rest of his lecture.. all his projects, oral presentations.. and he's so strict.. really.. he's watching every single of us.. from top till tip toe.. always comment how we dress and the way we talk.. maybe because we're mass comm people.. haha.. and he like to play hangman with his questions ( if we dont know the answers ) hahaha.. actually i'm a bit afraid for his module, because i think it's difficult.. and i saw many re module student in my class.. oh no..!!! and he's very perfectionist.. he want us to speak and write like an expert ( in english of course).. it's why i'm so scared.. because my english is not good enough.. huahhh.. what am i supposed to do..? T_T.. hope i can through this all.. Amin.. hihihii
oh no.. seems like everyday i like u more and more.. what happen to me..?!?! ahuahauha.. but i know. it's wrong.. even though if it's not.. it's like impossible to take ur heart with me.. it seems that, u already have someone that cant be replace.. huahhh.. confused. should i still like u.? hope my feeling don't expand.. bsa repot klo nggak. aahahaha..
Tersebutlah, di suatu pulau kecil, tinggallah berbagai macam benda-benda abstrak. Ada Cinta, Kesedihan, Kekayaan, Kegembiraan dan sebagainya. Mereka hidup berdampingan dengan baik. Namun suatu ketika, datang badai menghempas dan air laut tiba-tiba naik dan akan menenggelamkan pulau itu. Semua penghuni pulau cepat-cepat berusaha menyelamatkan diri. Cinta sangat kebingungan sebab ia tidak dapat berenang dan tak mempunyai perahu. Ia berdiri di tepi pantai mencoba mencari pertolongan. Sementara itu air makin naik membasahi kaki Cinta. Tak lama Cinta melihat Kekayaan sedang mengayuh perahu. “Kekayaan! Kekayaan! Tolong aku!” teriak Cinta. “Aduh! Maaf, Cinta!” kata Kekayaan, “Perahuku telah penuh dengan harta bendaku. Aku tak dapat membawamu serta, nanti perahu ini tenggelam. Lagipula tak ada tempat lagi bagimu di perahuku ini.” Lalu Kekayaan cepat-cepat mengayuh perahunya pergi. Cinta sedih sekali, namun kemudian dilihatnya Kegembiraan lewat dengan perahunya. “Kegembiraan! Tolong aku!”, teriak Cinta. Namun Kegembiraan terlalu gembira karena ia menemukan perahu sehingga ia tak mendengar teriakan Cinta. Air makin tinggi membasahi Cinta sampai ke pinggang. Ia kian panik.Tak lama lewatlah Kecantikan. “Kecantikan! Bawalah aku bersamamu!”, teriak Cinta. “Wah, Cinta, kamu basah dan kotor. Aku tak bisa membawamu ikut. Nanti kamu mengotori perahuku yang indah ini,” sahut Kecantikan. Cinta sedih sekali mendengarnya. Ia mulai menangis terisak-isak. Saat itu lewatlah Kesedihan. “Oh, Kesedihan, bawalah aku bersamamu,” kata Cinta. “Maaf, Cinta. Aku sedang sedih dan aku ingin sendirian saja…” kata Kesedihan sambil terus mengayuh perahunya. Cinta putus asa. Ia merasakan air makin naik dan akan menenggelamkannya. Pada saat kritis itulah tiba-tiba terdengar suara, “Cinta! Mari cepat naik ke perahuku!”Cinta menoleh ke arah suara itu dan melihat seorang tua dengan perahunya. Cepat-cepat Cinta naik ke perahu itu, tepat sebelum air menenggelamkannya. Di pulau terdekat, orang tua itu menurunkan Cinta dan segera pergi lagi. Pada saat itu barulah Cinta sadar bahwa ia sama sekali tidak mengetahui siapa orang tua yang menyelamatkannya itu. Cinta segera menanyakannya kepada seorang penduduk tua di pulau itu, siapa sebenarnya lelaki tua tadi. “Oh, orang tua tadi? Dia adalah Waktu.” kata orang itu. “Tapi, mengapa ia menyelamatkanku? Aku tak mengenalnya. Bahkan teman-teman yang mengenalku pun enggan menolongku” tanya Cinta heran. “Sebab,” kata orang itu, “hanya Waktu-lah yang tahu berapa nilai sesungguhnya dari Cinta itu …
uh. so tired today.. i just arrived at my home sweet home from my friend's bday party.. yha.. lots of fun there.. meeting all my old friends.. until 'he' came with his new girl.. and make me sick of him.. i already try to be nice with himm.. tp dianyha..??? oh no.. gila.. gw d kacangin pas gw ngomong.. sakit hatinyha gw.. yha.. maybe it was just my feeling.. yha.. nmanyha ktmu sang mantan bersama cwnyha.. siapa seh yg enaq.. hahahaha.. tp at least.. please donk.. hargain sedikit gw.. even though i have no more feeling for u.. but still.. hargai gw donk sbagai tmend. aduhh.. mao gw maki2 dia rasanyha.. tp yha.. inget TUhann.. gw takut tambah dosa.. even though i'm doing it. hahaha.. mau ngomong kasar gw rasanyha.. tp ga enaq juga.. agh.. serba salahh.. maybe it's all about my feelings x yha. ahhaha..
hei u.. do u know that my heart beat faster every time u call my name..? do u know my palm sweat every time u near me..? do u know that u take my breath away every time u touch me..? ohh.. i guess u dont know..
