back to my old habit. watching dvds after church.. HAHA..
so. yesterday. i watched my best friend's wedding. firstly. i saw happily never after.. but. suddenly. i remembered my best friend's wedding. that c dian love it so much.. ahaha..
so i decided to buy it. and watched it sambil menikmati bakso abang2 yg superrr duperr pdesss.. *uwh. sedep* wqwqwqwq hmm. its good.. i thot it will be an ordinary boy girl thing like made of honor, etc.. HAHA. but. its a total different.. hauha..
went to dentist today in PIK hospital. and guess what i saw..?? normally. in my perception.. hospital is a place where mostly old people go. but this. owh no.. there were many many many young people go there.. i barely see old people..
It came over me in a rush when I realized that i love you so much that sometimes i cry but I cant tell you why why I feel what i feel inside
how I try to express whats been troublin' my mind but still I cant find the words but I know that somethings got a hold of me
It came over me in a rush when I realized that i love you so much that sometimes i cry but I cant tell you why why I feel what i feel inside
baby someday ill find a way to say just what you mean to me but if that day never comes along and you dont hear this song i guess you'll never know
it came over me in a rush when I realized that i love you so much that sometimes i cry but I cant tell you why why I feel what i feel in feel what I feel inside
and when i say inside I mean deep you fill my soul and thats something I cant explain its over me
cuz it came over me in a rush when Ii realized that I love you so much that sometimes I cry but I cant tell you why why I feel what I feel inside
hmm. got a weird dream last nite. the dream goes like this.. in my previous school. they got some game that so called "matchmaking".. all the teachers match all of us.. but they put us with somebody that we really dont think we will take him/her as our GF/BF.. maybe. they got the look. but zero in attitude. or they got a really good attitude. but dont have the look or handsome but poor.. so on and so on..
then. they put 1 handsome guy with me.. a real handsome guy i ever met in my dreams named yogi.. and yesh. he got no attitude.. but.. as time goes on in my dreams. he fell for me.. HAHA so. he try to change his attitude. to make me fall for him.. HAHA..
and yesh.. *fast forward* im in love with him in my dream. and i wish a can dream him again this nite.. auahua..
went to waterboom jakarta today. with my fellows. such a good and fun place there.. is the same like wild wild wet but not as good as it.. HAHA..
and i dont know why.. when i was there.. i was looking for my yogi.. not just looking.. but searching.. i just feel like.. he is real. he is a bit similar with afgan. *indonesian singer. hahaha..
just went back from Bandung with my family.. initially. we wanted to have fun there. eat a lot of delicious and sinful food. but. suddenly.. all the females in my family wanted to go to the beauty salon. slimming and all that.. ok. i think.. 2 or 3 of them. needed to go there but hello..!! knock. knock.. do u still have to go if ur body is like a model already? *Cape dhe..* wwqwqwq..
so. dr rosaline *maybe ivan know her. i heard she's quite famous there* put something in their ears and told them to spin it backwards until 60 times. so they would not feel hungry anymore. and the expected weight loss is 2-7 kg per week.. huahuah.
then.. our trip was a bit bored. cause. they cant eat all the foods we wanted. hauhau..
taken is cool..!!! its so cool..! recommended.. haha
hmm. got 1 story of unfairness. i was watching news before i write this blog down. so. there was a mom and her son. who borrowed Rp 37 million from a general police. they werent a rich people.. cant pay them. but the general always pushed them and threaten them. where the end of the story was they killed the general and his family they have been jailed for 20 years. and they have to do their dead penalty today.
unfair i said. when many of rich people do corruption. and others suffered..
but the law can do nothing about it, cause money is the thing.
pathetic huh.??
*everything needs money. but money is not everything..
no deal tq is a statement when u want to cancel ur transaction in maxgain company..
and i think i will say it tomorrow morning to my lovely general manager mrs. sonia.. hauhua..
i am accepted to be an assistant manager there. with a quite high salary for a young beginner like me.. but. i think. i'll pass it..
as the time goes on.. i realize the market is so difficult to predict. eventho there's many strategy that i've learned. still i dont really get it.. HAHAHA..
hmm.. and the think is.. becoming an assistant is also becoming a financial advisor. uwh.. tough man..! HAHA.. its not about losing 10 thousand rupiah its about losing 10 k USD.. if my investment and graph analysis is wrong.
and ur client will be yelling at u.. or maybe they will withdraw their money from the company.. simply because of me.. HAHAHA.. im afraid.. i cant do these kind of things..
and the other reason that i think i cant make it to accepting this job.. hauhuaa..
pressurize..
salute to them who can standstill..
c u mr dodi..!! HAHAHA.. *the most handsome guy there.. wqwqwqwq..
this company is the 2nd largest index company in jakarta.
for these 3days. i have to come there at 9am-3pm to do my job training as a PR executive. but.. this training wont promise u, that u will get the job that u want.. cause. they will see ur capability, knowledge, attitude and motivation..
to get experience is my first aim.. and to get their money in USD in my second aim.. HAHAHA.. i dont expect much to get in there. cause i know nothing bout shares. and im just 17 years old sanguine girl.. and.. a fultimer partimer only// haha..
it was very interesting and also funny to be there. to watch people screaming here and there when the bid or the selling prize of the index was highly increased.. how they fix their eyes on their laptop screen too see every changing.. applauses for themselves if the stock market is closed.. simply to cheer themselves for the good job that they've been done.. and Bursa Efek Jakarta is so cool.. its like the devil wears prada movie.. haha..
i got much knowledge there.. from the unimportant one until something that schock me a bit.. for example the unimportant one is.. i just know.. that we cant exhange our phone number with ur training colleagues.. which i dont know why.. is it the same in every company..? haha.. then.. the schocking part is.. the rent price for our floor is more than Rp. 3 billions per month..!! oh man...!! hauha.. and we got 2 floor there.. cant imagine.. haha..
dan hari ini gw kmakand omongan gw lagi. haha.. gw pernah bilank.. "ihh.. ngapaen s jaim2 dpan orng.. gw mah.. apa adanyha.. klo gw enaqnyha makan ayam pake tangan.. yha makan ajee pake tangan. ngapaen malu2 pake sendok garpu sgala.. gaya bner..!!!" hahahaha.. pake tangan aje.. ngerakyat.. hahahha
dan sangat kbetulannnn. manager gw.. yg bakal iyain gw kerja dsana apah kga.. ngajak gw makan nasi uduk pake ayam goreng ma tempe dkk nyha d kantin BEJ.. mati ga lo.?????? hahahaha.. behhh.. boro2 pake tangan gw..!! yg ada iniehh.. gw lapin sendok garpunya.. trush makan dngn agak kesusahan dhe.. hahaha.. baru tau gw sekarang rasanyha jaga image.. wqwqwqwq.. susahhh.. hahaha..
*ps_ bwat c bombie.. dpet neh info yg ente maoo.. haha. tadi pan aye ngobrol noh ma s manager.. trush dia crita.. katanye yeyy.. yg ngajar aye.. dia kand senior business manager nohh.. gajinya sekitar.. 5000 mpe 6000 USD.. hahahaha.. dasyat yey.. msh muda lagii.. paling 24an.. huahua.. tertarik2..?? hehehe.. tapi mending jngn tertarik c.. sepi sg ga ada cc.. hehehe..mwaxh2..
chinese tuition. driving lessons. job interview. job training.. hmm.. lots to do here.. but this is the holiday that i want.. better to have many things to do than do nothing.. HAHA..
but the thing is.. they dont come to me 1 by 1.. pusinkkk jadinyha... hukhuk.. maunyha sehh.. ngisi liburand dngn kesibukand2 yg maksudnyha baiq.. tapi malahh jadi sibuk bnerand..! swt hukhukk.. hauahua..
trush yha.. ada mati lampu giirand lagi d jakarta dan skitarnyha dr tgl 11 mpe 25 july iniiii.. bisa gila.. antara jem 9am-3pm ato 5-11pm.. gara2 katanya negara mao hemat listrik..
sbel dhe.. mangkanyha penduduk indoo yg kaya2.. tau diri donkkk.. klo listrik ga d pake.. matiinn..!!! kasiand kand.. orng2 yg ga mampu bli diese keq lo orng.. hauhauhua..
*i feel lost rite know. dont know which path to choose.. oh God.. can help me find a way out..
gara2 ngobrol sama ivan.. terciptalah blog ini.. HAHa.. because i met him when 1 was 16.. and without realizing it.. im turning 18 soon..! on no..!! haahauha and yes.. i cant deny the truth.. for another 2months and 28 days im going to be 18..! and i hate to be older than 16.. huh..
getting older means more responsibility to carry.. means u have to earn money by urself u have to face the mean world by urself.. u have to get married. and so on and so on..
i love to be 16.. back in high school. with lots and lots of friend.. no stress.. ur responsibility was to study well.and no more.. when i never think about future.. cause the enjoyment of the present.. how nice it was..
bnyk yg bilank.. umur 17 thuh enaq.. 18 thuh enaq,, apalagi 21.. udah legal.. inilah ituhlahh. yg mnurut gw.. biasa ajha.. mao legal mao nggak.. bisa nonton pelem orng dewas apah nggak.. bisa bawa mobil apah nggak.. pokoknyha gw ga peduli..!! haha.. gw suka jadi anaq kecil.. i love to be treated like a small girl.. d manjainn terushhh.. pokoknyha gtuh dhe.. haha..
uhh Tuhann.. if i could turn back the time.. or stop it maybe..
02.07.2008 half of darmento's family member. went hiking to ciberem waterfall. it was so nice to be there.. and the best part is to be with the part of ur family.. haha.. how i love darmento family.. mwaxhh..mwah.. hahahah but sadly.. many of them cant join us.. because they have to work to feed their family.. HAHA. and some of them still doing some school stuffs.. T_T.. hauahuha
it was exhausting, really tiring.. we all were panted.. and its a bit sloppy there.. my 2 uncles fell there.. and 1 of them was bleeding.. he hit the rocks.. hauhua.. poor him.. we walked for 2,8 km to reach there.. and another 2,8 to go back.. because we were to enjoying the waterfall and the scenery.. we forgot to go back on 5pm.. and the worse part is.. 4 of us.. me and my other 3 cousins still have time to took some photo.. and they all left us behind..! hahahaha.. it was getting darker and darker.. like in horror movie.. we can hear nothing.. and if it was.. just a "night creature's" voices.. HAHA.. so scary back there.. and i almost fell down 4 times.. haha.. lucky there's ko ravy who always look for me right at the back.. hahaha.. tq ko..
it was a total fun..! haha..
*sedih. ga bnyk foto. smwanyha asik sendiri.. sampe lupa foto.. haha..*1 of the waterfalls.. they got 3 waterfalls there..the only pic that capture us together. not complete though.. T_T luvly brothers. jalan yg paling gw suka.. karena ga ada batunyha.. HAHAHA..
ehm.. baliq indo.. bnyk lagu bagush dhehh.. hahahaha lirik nyha lucu2.. perhatikand dhe.. hahahaha emank sehh.. lagu pertama agak gila dan kagu ke2 agak imooooo... ahahahha
