please bless the weather tomorrow. and all the things i need..
and.. Dear God.. can i have both of it..? sorry. im selfish.. but until now.. i dont know which one i want.. and which one i need.. huuuf.. please God.. decide what is the best for me..
thank you sooooooooo muchh.. mwahhhh mwahhh.. love you God.. ^^
** change the world.. with one Act of Random Kindness. - Evan Almighty
** do open.. if you have time.. www.sgmam.com for online shopping freaks.. hahahah..
there's a remorseful feeling after i bought the LG ice cream phone.. =( i love it.. its pink.. its cute.. its not that ex.. 299$ including 7%GST, credit card tax 3% + ear piece.. stephanie bought one without earpiece.. but.. suddenly that feeling come.. and i dont know why.. huuuff..
its true that my samsung got some problem like the some keypads cannot work.. no vibration.. and the worse things.. i cant hear the people who call me.. so.. they can hear what im talking.. but they cant..
but suddenly.. today.. i can hear they talk.. well.. based on luck also.. hahaha.. sometimes i can hear but sometimes i cant..
haduhh.. tapii knp yha..? keq mrasa bersalahh belinyha.. keq terlalu terburu2.. dsb.. hauhaua.. tiba2 muncul d pikirand mending duidnyha bwat bantu orangg.. =( AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA..!!!!
im confused.. againn.. ahahha.. so.. im planning to go home this march 30th.. cause i dont want to be alone at home.. haha then.. last nite my 1 of my housemate was saying to me that she'll be back this sunday.. so.. im confused.. should i go back or not.. well.. it also depends on my internship also.. owh God.. help.. uahuahua..
and knowing tante hanna is such a blessings.. and she is really really a resemble of om djo.. hahaha.. the way she talk.. and the way how she's posing when she's thinking.. gila... soo om djoo.. ahhaha.. she's the oldest.. and she's canadiann.. wowww.. ahauha..
and i finished my gaza war assignment.. yeayy..!! ahahuah.. but i got presentation on this saturday.. 3-6pm. =( goo jenita goo gooo..!!! hahahahaha.. trying so hard to cheer my self up.. aahhaha
gotta sleep soonn sending tante hanna off at 5am.. hahahaha.. ~thanks to c becky and fam for let me sleep there for this 2 nights.. ahahahha..
aku lelah Tuhan sama hidup ini.. apalagi jadi dewasa.. ketakutan menyelimutiku.. tapi apa daya.. kata orng2.. aku ga brani hadapin kenyataan hidup. tapi hidup ituh emank mengerikann. liat ajha orng2 yg makin rusak.. yg utamain uang drpada keluarga dan persahabatann semuanyha serba egois skrng.. serba munafik..! salut sama orng2 yg masih bisa hidup lurus skrng inii.. auhuahhaua..
TUHAN.. ajar aku supaya makin dket sama Engkau ajahh yha Tuhann.bwat ngadepin kenyataan hidup inii.. bawa aku terbang tinggi Tuhann.. jauhh.. jauhh.. jauhh.. sampai aku tidak bisa melihat lagi.. sebagaimana mengerikannyha dunia ini.
qing ni men. you bu yao pei wo..? hahaha {2:44 PM}
i finished my israel-gaza essay.. well. actually i have not finished it.. another 400 words left.. but i dont know what more to write.. huuff.. *bingung. and i have to make power point slides.. and i dont know how to make a good one.. *need help!! =(
and. my long long holiday is coming. still not yet decided what to do.. God. please help me decide where to go and what to do..
and im alone again.. all my housemates went back to jakarta and bandung already.. sedihh.. T_T.. mei you ren agaiinn.. hauhaua.. udah agak kebiasa sendiri sehh.. secara kmarenand pernah sendiri juga.. jadi kali ini udah ga gtuh horror being alone.. hahaha.. but.. u all can come and pei wo.. haha.. *tmenind gw maksudnyheee.. wqwqwq..
minggu nyha makan enaq started from last suday.. marchee.. ahaha.. last monday : ci biyena's cooking. last wednesday : buffee sushi at novena yesterday : buffee at shangrila hotel.
huuuuf.. getting fatter and fatter.. oh nooo.. how can i be slimmer..? ahahahaha..
yesterday.. after ate buffee.. me and some of my friends went to our beloved friend's pre-wed photoshoot at cityhall.. thenn. we went to warehouse sale at suntec.. bought some lotion from body shop.. haha.. after that.. went to sheng siong building at little india to buy some foods and drinks for my church fund raising..
and today. cooked some crackers and made some fruitpunch.. ahahah.. owhh.. and i got burnt.. huuuu.. its hurt.. T_T.. its like a birthmark on my right hand now.. haahua..
+ i've decided not to go for drama musical audition.. huhuhuhu.. ~~~~ want it soooooooo bad.. but.. well.. hmmmmmmmmm....
hmm.. awesome' performance today.. ahahah.. meaning=bagus2 nggakk.. ahahahha.. but.. i love the crowd today.. i wish everyweek is the last day of YRC sunday.. somehow. the feeling is just.. unexplainable.. HAHAHAHHA..
thanks for the lunch today to ko aka and c bombie. haahaha..
then.. sentosa was fun.. hihi.. truth and dare game is really a game yang menggugah hati mengoncang iman.. hahaha..
all the indonesian people in singapore are still in shock about the NTU issue about the indonesian guy, david hartanto widjaja, 21 who stabbed his proffesor and committed suicide.. well.. its on the newspaper only.. which we all dont know. if they are telling the truth or trying to cover something behind it.. but.. i dont know why.. i do believe that its all a scheme. i wonder what really happened.. hauhauhaua.. *kepho mode on..
and i got assignment on print media.. then i have to write for 5000words essay about the gaza war comparing the coverage from ST and KOMPAS ( indonesia's newspaper ) and thank God.. at least now i know where i want to go.. yesterday was so blank about it..
after finish this final assignment for my advance diploma level. ill be having a long-long holiday.. againn.. ughhh.. hate it..! i hope i can find something to do that is good and usefull for me and other people.. *cieeeeeeee.. ahahahha..
but.. i go back to jakarta. i dont want to miss a lot of fun things here like TLG drama musical *so bethany church singapore will held a drama musical in NAFA theatre a big production for the youth service.. and im really looking forward for it.. hahaua.. also. i dont want to miss all preparation for c jojo and c dian's wedding.. hauahuahua..
bingungg... jenita mau semuanyha.. HAHAHAHA.. agak selfish yha gw.. hahaha.. uhhh.. BESAME MUCHOOOOOOOO...
me and some of my friends went to SMU drama musical (by indonesian comunity in SMU) tittled the heartbeat in DBS auditorium, tanjong pagar there..
it was based on true story about maria monique ( 7 years old indonesian girl ) who suffered some diseases that cannot be cured... died twice.. 5 minutes and 20 minutes..
the *died-died* things happened when her single mother brought her to singapore with limited money in her pocket.
then she wrote letters.. asking for donation to temples and churches in singapore.
until 1 journalist spotted her story and push the chief director of strait times to put her story in..
from the story that has been put in the paper and an auction of veejay sink's head ( professional golfer's hat with an autograph on it ).. she can managed to pay all the hospital's bills..
but.. its written that her beloved child have to died after all the effort that she has been done.
such a touching and meaningful story. about the journey of faith by her mother *played by illene faustine.. my senior back in jakarta.. she is very very talented actress..
and it got the funny side also..
like ujang.. *played by my 'boy' andreas.. ahaha.. he was really funny! a guy ( pengamen jalanan yg mati ketabrak mobil pas lagi menghibur 'fans2nya' ) that maria met in heaven's waiting room..
ohh.. btw.. i like the angel.. gabriel.. aahua.. he's handsome at the stage.. HAHAHA.. and speak a very good english.. hauhaua.. and the real mother came in black..