ugh.. another problem with my blog.. huuu.. again. i cant upload things and change fonts etc.. the toolbar under tittle isnt show up again.. huuuff..
anyway.. i just came home from ion took bu no16 when i came in to the bus.. it was crowded got some people stood on the aile. then i saw an empty seat between a girl and a guy *its parallel seat. then without hesitating i just sit there.. busy with sms thingy..
after a while cause i cant see the road properly i turned to my right side who is the girl. cause i wanted to make sure i wasnt miss my bus stop
before i can see the road.. i saw her lips.. i cant say a thing. then i just turn my head straight again.
ohhh goshh.. her lips is huge.. really huge with blue-ish and puple color.. ughhh.. think she got some disease..
now i know. why people didnt want to seat in my place.. cause she's just scary.. sorry to say.. hauahua..
thank God i have a normal one..
*and YOU..! you do change a lot..
and i suppose to be happy.. but am i..?? i dont know..
suddenly i dont know where i should go. what dreams to pursue. seems kinda lost here..
i think ko david suwarto is right. is acting is what i really good at? cause i only play in small society. where everybody can say that im best at it when the truth is not.
ohhh God.. ill be graduating soon. well. not that soon.. but.. sooonn.. hahahaha..
help me Lord. its like everybody have found out what they suppose to do next.
huuff.. *klo ada om2 kaya yg cari mantu jngn lupa kontek gw yahh.. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA..
following ko david's n rani's blog.. cause there's a first time for everything. hahaha..
actually its not my first time for blogging 'my first time'.. i just want to make a list on how many first time things that i will encounter or do in this year. haha exactly like ko david and rani.. ahhahahah..
so. today. its my first time to be a worship leader in my cell group. i was thinking quite hard this 2days.. cause i dont know what songs to sing and i cant sing well.. hauhuaha..
guess what..? i think God know i cant lead the worship well.. so. from a group of around 15 and up only 5 people turn up today.. ahhahahaha..
where's the rest..? some of them are sick. some of them have to go back to indo and some of them have rush on their projects. hahahaha..
oh no. just got a shocking news from my housemate that SHE'S GETTING MARRIED NEXT YEAR..!!! its like woww.. cant imagine if i were her n getting married in my age of 21.. hauahuaa..
so. next ferbuary. she will buy us return tickets to bandung.. to attend her wedding.. huahhh.. looking forward to her big day.. =)
initially. i want to buy antenna for the maid only. but. when i borrowed rani's antenna. and got some channels from indonesia.. im the one who is enthu to buy the thing. HAHAHA..
missing my school day.. its seems like forever that i havent met my beloved friends here.. huhu.. my school separated us into 2 class now.. from 44 people to 22 students in each class. they said its the standard requirement from Oklahoma. so. they can put more attention to us. hauhaua.. but too bad.. i cant be together with all my indonesian friends again.. hauhauha..
oo.. and im dancing for my church drama musicall.. ahahhaha.. cant believe that im dancing now.. but.. its cool man.. enrich myself.. ahuahuaha..
*went to see a friend of mine today. he had an accident in jakarta. an hospitalized here in mount e until now. no one know why his car can go under a container.
it was 11 days ago.. but he cant speak other than lisa *his sister's name.. ouchh.. and im scared.. the doctor said he got swollen in his brain so. he has to work hard for his memory to remember things he cant speak much also. cause the swollen thing attacked his nerve for speaking.
poor richard. i pray u'll be alright. and Lord. cast the trauma away.. heal his brain damage. and bless his mother more.. amenn..
in the world im living now.. as in these very moment.
i heard like soooooooo many sad.. miserable cases about faithfulness.
betrayal. i think this is the most 'favorite' cases.
but. why can they easily betrayed others..?
hmm.. maybe in the first place. they didnt mean to hurt their partner. maybe.. they just get a bit bored with the relationship.
then start to play with other's heart. + convinced themselves that they wont fall in love with the others when they play this game..
but. there's no perfect human. they started to enjoy the game. and forget the conviction that they've been made.
again. u need 2 hands to clap. if not. the betrayal wont be there.
anyway.. its only a random thought in my mind.. listening to several poor cases that make me think why.. why.. and whyy..?? ahuahuahua..
*jadi inget lagu changcuters dehh..
ma..ma..main serong berbahaya but is so fun melepas rasa penat dalam menjalin hubungan buat para pemula sebaiknya jangan ikutan perlu skill sejati agar tak jadi berantakan….
